Saturday, May 31, 2014

What's been happening lately....

Hey dear readers! Well, I would like to share what has been happening in my life and to chronicle my own healing process.

Thing #1- My dear Jasmine got married to Jesse Schools.

 I sure do love these two and pray YHWH blesses them in Yeshua! This has been the result of many years of prayer! Not only have we prayed that YHWH would bring our daughters men who love Him first and foremost, but that He would prepare the young man to lead and protect her in the way the Bible lays out. Whenever we first really jumped in with both feet, observing Torah the way Yeshua taught us to and because Yeshua did and told us to follow Him, the girls were sure that they would NEVER meet young men who also read the Bible and wanted to do what it said. Fast forward all these years, and here came Jesse and his family. We have enjoyed so many Sabbaths, talks, and fellowship with them over these months, and YHWH showed us all that He has made someone perfect for each of these folks! He had moved us to pray, years and years ago, for the future husbands of our daughters and to teach our daughters to do their husbands good and not evil ALL the days of their lives - including the years *before* they met! Our homeschool experience has been to teach the girls to be wives that love YHWH first then whatever husband they each are brought by our Heavenly Father! So, here we are! Now, my prayer for them together has changed somewhat, but I still pray they will love YHWH in Yeshua, and love each other, and be blessed in all ways!

Thing #2- We met a lady named Francessca who is also a Torah observant believer in Yeshua, and she moved into our house on the 19th.

 There are not many of us who love Yeshua AND make every attempt to follow Him in doing Torah as well and if we don't take care of one another, we know no one else will do so!! So, here is part of her story:

Francessca was involved in an "accident." I call it that but really it was preventable as she was walking to work and through whatever negligence on the part of the driver, he hit her with his vehicle. You know, if you have been in an accident, you know how you're not really sore until later? Pretty much the same thing happened.... as in she *thought* she was OK, but really she was very injured! Fast forward and it caused her to lose her job due to not being able to walk, then month later, to lose her apartment. That was this past week. She was going to go to the homeless shelter but having heard this, knowing she was also a TO believer, we wanted to help in any way we could. So we invited her to stay here and moved her in!

#3- I have received the blessing of some colloidal silver and am trying it out. We had the Griffins over for Sabbath last week and they blessed our household with this! Honestly I had never tried it so I did. Here is my one week report on how it has affected me.

I took some and I was a little dizzy the first day or so and even my ears hurt! I have had chronic ear infections since I was a child, so I think that was what the most pressing need was at the moment. After a day or so of regularly taking it I started feeling better. In fact, this past week I have felt better than I have in years! I have noticed I need much more water than I am used to getting, but that's good really because I wasn't getting enough. By the end of the day I would often realize I hadn't gotten enough and by then it was too late! So, here I am at one week and I am feeling pretty good! I will continue on and see how things are with the fibromyalgia as well. I was told that sometimes it helps with this too! I have put in a garden in the last week and it didn't make me take to my bed so perhaps it *is* helping! I'll keep you posted!

Saturday, May 17, 2014

The Shema and Yahusha. What does it all mean??

 "Sh'ma, Yisra'el! YHWH Eloheinu, YHWH echad [Hear, Isra'el! YHWH our God, YHWH is one]; and you are to love YHWH your God with all your heart, all your being and all your resources. (CJB) Deut. 6: 4-5

 "Hear, O Israel: The YHWH our God, the YHWH is one. You shall love the YHWH your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might (ESV) Deut. 6: 4-5

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. All things came to be through him, and without him nothing made had being. (CJB) John 1:1-3

 In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was without form and void, and darkness was over the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters. And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. (CJB) Gen. 1: 1-3

This morning I was thinking about this. How do people know Yahushua (Hebrew for YHWH saves or YHWH's Salvation)/ Yeshua at all? Reading the Bible? Listening to other people talk about their idea of him? Let me tell you my story.

When I was in the Christian church, my own understanding was largely fleshly. As the "Son" of course I thought of him in the way sons are- flesh of their Father's creation, but I never thought of what "the word made flesh" meant. It was cliche, a byword, like the term "died for your sins" has become. No one thinks about either of those with much depth because the preachers tell us all what things mean and that is all there is. Well, not really but that's how I thought for a long time. Then I read the Bible for myself again. About a dozen years ago I read it aloud to my children each night at bedtime. I read with church-glasses on so I *did* hear some new things but I dismissed the things I did not understand or thought of the "old testament" as stories and that was it. My husband read the Bible with new eyes around the same time. He didn't have "church glasses" like I did so he read, learned, took it to heart, and started our family on following what the Bible said. Then we went to church. It was a disaster. He learned church stuff, to thin in church ways, things that completely were contrary to what scripture said. So we stopped reading the Bible ourselves and just listened to the preachers. Then my husband would read the Bible again and we would study at home and after discovering the church's ways were not at all Biblical, we finally quit and stayed home, studying on and off for years. In the meantime we were resting on Sabbath, but in our own way, without real regard for what the scripture said to do or rather not do on the Sabbath. Last year, our family had a life altering experience: my husband was fired from his job, accused of theft by his former employer, and largely judged in the public eye as guilty without any proof by those folks. We lost friends and gained a few very faithful friends too! We dove back into scripture study, and went back to a Christian church at the same time. It has always been my thinking that we *needed to go to church* as it was *the right thing to do* so it has been my own thoughts about what it means to be a believer that has led us in this back and forth tug'o war! Last year, after all this mess started, I gave in and just decided to do whatever my husband said to do as far as the church/ study scripture thing. We still went for fellowship, but the more we studied scripture at home, the more we realized that what we were doing with the church was actually anti-Messiah. Were we killing people? No. It was not anything obvious to anyone who would have looked at our lives. We were worshiping YHWH 1-on the venerable day of the sun as proclaimed by the anti-Messiah Constantine and the like and 2-in the ways the pagans (the Hebrew word for pagan is goy, which is also translated as gentile- a term largely misunderstood) do. It is part of the great deception of mankind- that what we have been taught- what we have believed- is really against YHWH. So, what does this have to do with the Shema? What the heck is a shema anyway? And what all does this have to do with understanding the Messiah as written in the "new testament" anyway? I'm so glad you asked. Shema is a term that means listen. As above, you see in Deuteronomy 6, it's used for "Listen to this" or "Hey, hear what I am saying!" It reminds me of talking to my children when I know they were playing instead of listening. So, if YHWH was very serious about telling us to listen up then tells us that YHWH is the one and only God there is it we can understand the Son of YHWH, Yahushua/ Yeshua? How can he be God as well? Is He God? He told us not to worship him and that there was none good but the Father. So, where did Yahushua come from? The concept of spoken words putting on flesh is so foreign to us as our words don't do that. Or do they? We are judged for everything 1-done in the flesh and 2-every idle word we speak. So, words have meaning deeper than what we can see with our own eyes. So, what *is* the Word of YHWH? It is the WHOLE Bible. It is not "red letters" only. It is not "new testament" and to disregard what is called the "old" testament. It is EVERYTHING!!! It has just been this past year that we have dived in with both feet and it doesn't look anything like what church looks like to me. Some folks accuse us of being "Jewish" or denying Yahushua/ Yeshua, but we are just beginning to understand Him as He is the very words from Genesis 1:1 all the way to the end of Revelations that most churches say are not really important (until you get to Matthew). So, if you, like I did, think that what comes before Matthew is only a bunch of stories or only just history, you would do well to try and think of the book as a whole AND of Yahushua/ Yeshua as the "old" testament wearing skin!! There is no understanding Him, what things He said or did, or the expectations He has until you read the front of the book seriously, like your life depends on it, because it does!! It will be just like starting over, because you have to start over, forget everything you thought you knew as truth, and read with open eyes. There is only ONE God and He is YHWH. His Word (the entire "old testament" if you will) put on a body of flesh, lived as a man, walked completely perfectly as Torah (instructions/ law) tells us to, then took every punishment from said Torah in our place. The Torah is alive and well! Do not be like I was and believe the lies because you have always heard them! Investigate without having an idea of what you are looking for.... without preconceived notions....and you will come away with the TRUTH - and it will stand bare before you and you can choose to either 1-believe the lies you have learned from man or 2-accept the TRUTH, that there is only ONE God, His Word (Torah, Prophets, etc...) is our Salvation as He (YHWH's Word) has put on Flesh at having been sent by YHWH to actually BE our salvation.... to save us from what? The wrath of YHWH for lawbreaking (sin). We are to love YHWH with all that we are just as Yahushua/ Yeshua came and showed us! Beloved!! Do not be stubborn and just stay with the ways you have been taught! Look into the TRUTH and the Ruach HaKodesh (Holy Spirit) will teach you! Do not look to man for answers, because guess what? We are all mankind and all in the same boat and no one can teach you the TRUTH except He who gives us the TRUTH- YHWH Himself! Shabbat Shalom beloveds! Praise YHWH for His goodness to us! 

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

New Year, New Moon

While it's been a while since I've blogged, I have not been idle. Winter was very cold and long! I pray we get more and more warmth and no more snow and ice. I have enjoyed the slowing down we have had, but I'm itching to get seeds potted and thinking towards the gardening season.
Our living room view a week or so ago

The New Year has begun (see Exodus 12). Of course, we in the modern world have other calendars we have gone by for generations. The current one (created back in the 1500's) is called the "Gregorian" calendar. This makes one wonder about the time we live in. The Bible tells us in Daniel 7 "He (speaking of the anti-Messiah) will think to change the times.... and here we are, not even recognizing the way YHWH our Creator and Father has made time to flow! So, armed with new knowledge (well new to me anyway) our family has decided to recognize YHWH's time. A new year has just begun. I realize that the rest of the world has celebrated a new year in the middle of winter, but it has not always been the way and we are going back to the old ways- the way of YHWH. In Exodus 12, we find this: 

12 Adonai spoke to Moshe and Aharon in the land of Egypt; he said, “You are to begin your calendar with this month; it will be the first month of the year for you. Speak to all the assembly of Isra’el and say, ‘On the tenth day of this month, each man is to take a lamb or kid for his family, one per household — except that if the household is too small for a whole lamb or kid, then he and his next-door neighbor should share one, dividing it in proportion to the number of people eating it. Your animal must be without defect, a male in its first year, and you may choose it from either the sheep or the goats.
“‘You are to keep it until the fourteenth day of the month, and then the entire assembly of the community of Isra’el will slaughter it at dusk.They are to take some of the blood and smear it on the two sides and top of the door-frame at the entrance of the house in which they eat it.That night, they are to eat the meat, roasted in the fire; they are to eat it with matzah and maror. Don’t eat it raw or boiled, but roasted in the fire, with its head, the lower parts of its legs and its inner organs. 10 Let nothing of it remain till morning; if any of it does remain, burn it up completely.
11 “‘Here is how you are to eat it: with your belt fastened, your shoes on your feet and your staff in your hand; and you are to eat it hurriedly. It is Adonai’s Pesach [Passover]. 12 For that night, I will pass through the land of Egypt and kill all the firstborn in the land of Egypt, both men and animals; and I will execute judgment against all the gods of Egypt; I am Adonai13 The blood will serve you as a sign marking the houses where you are; when I see the blood, I will pass over [a] you — when I strike the land of Egypt, the death blow will not strike you.
14 “‘This will be a day for you to remember and celebrate as a festival to Adonai; from generation to generation you are to celebrate it by a perpetual regulation.
15 “‘For seven days you are to eat matzah — on the first day remove the leaven from your houses. For whoever eats hametz [leavened bread] from the first to the seventh day is to be cut off from Isra’el. 16 On the first and seventh days, you are to have an assembly set aside for God. On these days no work is to be done, except what each must do to prepare his food; you may do only that. 17 You are to observe the festival ofmatzah, for on this very day I brought your divisions out of the land of Egypt. Therefore, you are to observe this day from generation to generation by a perpetual regulation. 18 From the evening of the fourteenth day of the first month until the evening of the twenty-first day, you are to eat matzah19 During those seven days, no leaven is to be found in your houses. Whoever eats food with hametz in it is to be cut off from the community of Isra’el — it doesn’t matter whether he is a foreigner or a citizen of the land. 20 Eat nothing with hametz in it. Wherever you live, eat matzah.’”

YHWH has declared this month to be the first month. What month is that? The same one that a few chapters before is told that the barley was destroyed but not the wheat because it was still not ready. It is March/ April in the Gregorian calendar.... but why would that be the case? Well before things changed and the head of the year started being celebrated in January, most folks celebrated in early spring. In fact, the names of the months are either a number (as in October means 8th month and December means 10th month) or names of false gods (as in January is named Janus, etc...) and spring was the head of the year. Over time much of the world has adopted mid winter as the beginning of the year, though this is not what YHWH has said in His Word. So, in order to have Passover, Feast of unleavened bread, and Firstfruits at the proper time, the barley has to be coming into ripeness (or aviv) AND there has to be a new moon (that is the beginning of the month) so that a short time later (17 days) Firstfruit sacrifice can be made. Why is this important? Because Yeshua is the Firstfruit sacrifice- he was sacrificed on Passover when the lambs were killed (died at 3 on the 14th of the month), put into the tomb and stayed 3 whole days and nights (the "good Friday"through Sunday not- enough-time-for- 3-days is for another post) then was presented to the Father as the Firstfruit sacrifice (John 20:17).

Nothing is done haphazardly by our Father! Well, I had never heard these things in church but they are right here in the Bible for the reading and understanding. 

I say all of this to bring up this: when does the new month start? Many people say the new moon starts at conjunction and others say at the first sighting of the moon sliver (crescent moon).  Last year we were on the fence on which was the right time. We studied and found that there was no description in the Bible about what a "New Moon" consisted of. Well, after much prayer and study, our family has decided to go with the conjunction (which is in complete darkness) for a couple of reasons. The most obvious one to me is this: the symbol of Islam is the crescent moon and why would our Father give us a pagan symbol to watch for every month? There are many other reasons as well but this one has been discussed at length in our home. So, this puts our family a full day ahead of the current calendar's estimate of Passover. That's alright with us though. :)

I saw this today and it's what has inspired this post: 

Yeah, you know, crescent moon and star (symbol of false god) and a giant graven image (another false god). It wasn't this exact picture but it was similar. Thought you'd like to know.


Thursday, January 9, 2014

Go Read Blog Life

Alright, I might be a little biased, but here is my daughter's blog post for the day. She is an excellent writer that, although we homeschooled her, I can't take any credit for. YHWH has made her this way and she uses it for Him!

Without further ado, welcome to Blog Life with a  post about Feminism.

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Some work around the house today

Sometimes you just want a nice hot stew or even a simple broth to have on a cold winter day. Today is such a day for me, so I am making bone broth.

 I have chicken backs I got from New Life Farm. These are excellent for making broth and they are a very nice family. :)

I start my broth by adding a little olive oil to the pot and sauteing some onions, a few cloves of garlic, throw in whole black peppercorns, bay, thyme, or whatever I have on hand at the time. This was today.

I have also thrown in nettles, echinacea, or other herbs depending on what I want to accomplish with my broth. There are so many herbs to pick from.

After making sure to gently cook the herbs and spices, I add the chicken. Sometimes I only have bones if we have roasted one, so I throw those in there, but today it was a chicken back with plenty of meat still on it. I gently sear the outside, add a little salt,then add water to cover it. In this case it's to the top. I bring it to a boil then turn it as low as possible and still simmer with the lid on. I will wait a few hours then strain the broth and add it back to a pot or even slow cooker. I really want to get the meat off the bones so I'll do that. Then I put the bones into the slow cooker and add some apple cider vinegar and put it on low to cook the rest of the week, getting out what I need and replacing with water as needed. Sometimes I will put in some other veggies if we have eaten them or even the scrubbed skins of the veggies (only if they are organic and washed well). It lasts us all week. Today I hope to make some egg drop soup as well from it. 

Speaking of Apple Cider Vinegar, I am making some more today. These are apple peels and cores I saved in the freezer from our apples. I knew I would want to make something from them, but I wasn't sure. I'm leaving them out to oxidize then I will cover them with water and a little honey maybe. Before i just used water. We'll see when they are a little more brown. 

Here is the results of making ACV last time. This is all that is left. It's quite mild. I suspect I should have let the peels spend more time in the open air! 

Here is a picture of one of my favorite things in the kitchen. My Honey built me this to store my cast iron. It used to fit it all but my Mom gave me hers as they don't use it anymore. Some of it was my great-great-aunt's that was found in my parents house when they moved there. I will use it as long as I can!

This is desem. Well it's the flour the desem is in. You know the parable Yeshua tells of how heaven is like where a woman took a little leaven and hid it in flour? This type of bread reminds me of that. The ingredients are: water and flour. That's it. Actually it's just a little bit of each, until it's kneadable then it's kneaded about 10 minutes and hidden in the bowl of flour and covered (just to keep critters out) and put in a cool place. It's like sourdough in the end except it relies on cooler temperatures. I have a jar of sourdough going in a warm place but since my house has a wide range of temperatures, I make both! Anyway, after about a week to ten days it's ready to be kneaded up with a little salt int he flour and shaped into a loaf, let rise and cooked. The key to keeping this going is to leave a little "lump" hidden in the flour and to feed it regularly. It's really very delicious! Last time I regularly made it it took about a month to have a strong sourdough flavor. And like with every naturally raised dough, it takes time. 

Well, after all this cooking, there is a mess to clean up. We made some un-paper towels last week. I just got really tired of looking at ugly cleaning rags made from old towels so I made them pretty. It was super easy. :) LIke making a pillowcase, but sewing up the 4th side after turning. I made an "X" in each square (they are made of rectangles) just for some stability for the pretty fabric so it doesn't fall apart. We have used them plenty since making them!

Well, that's about all there is to tell about today's work. Oh, there's laundry and the regular cleaning and getting in wood, etc... too but I didn't think you'd want to read about that.  Hope you have a blessed day!

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Worshiping YHWH or something else?

During this time of year, many Christian's hearts turn towards decorating, wrapping, purchasing, baking goodies, and bringing a tree inside to have as the focal point to a holiday that is anything but holy unto YHWH. Rather than go into detail myself on that topic, I'll let the folks at 119 Ministries explain on Sunburned. Watch the whole thing and then judge.

Now, on to my point of all of this:

Last night I dreamed of the "grace only" trap. I could see that the "the law is nailed to the cross grace only please" really is a licence to sin. Oh, it sounds so very good to hear you could just throw out all of the first part of the Bible and live only within the pages of the last part, but really it is not possible because you'll really never know 1-the God you claim to worship, 2-what sin actually is and thereby it will become preferences rather than really sins, and 3- in order to comply with your chosen church's standards, you'll of course have to be in regular attendance, hear and learn what is taught there and never pick up your Bible to read it for yourself other than to just stick with the familiar passages taught from the highly educated preacher, which he learned from seminary, but likely not from the Bible itself.

In the dream there were people falling into the ground and being held just underground in a net by these little goblin looking creatures. It was really rather cartoon like and for a few moments I felt entertained. The people in the nets were lulled to sleep. If one would start to awaken, they would be attended and lulled back to sleep with many theological sounding words...the kind that need to be defined for most folks. They were asleep, convinced that their preachers had taught them rightly and therefore didn't have any responsibility to learn anything on their own.

I heard this" Sin cannot be redeemed. Sinners are redeemed. Days and practices are not redeemable, only people are."

Sin cannot be redeemed. Days and practices cannot be redeemed. Only people can be redeemed.

verb: redeem; 3rd person present: redeems; past tense: redeemed; past participle:redeemed; gerund or present participle: redeeming
  1. 1.
    compensate for the faults or bad aspects of (something).
    "a disappointing debate redeemed only by an outstanding speech"
    synonyms:save, compensate for the defects of, vindicate More
    • do something that compensates for poor past performance or behavior.
      "they redeemed themselves in the playoffs by pushing the Detroit Red Wings to a seventh and deciding game"
      synonyms:vindicate, free from blame, absolve More
    • (of a person) atone or make amends for (error or evil).
      "the thief on the cross who by a single act redeemed a life of evil"
      synonyms:atone for, make amends for, make restitution for More
    • save (someone) from sin, error, or evil.
      "he was a sinner, redeemed by the grace of God"
      synonyms:save, deliver from sin, convert More
  2. 2.
    gain or regain possession of (something) in exchange for payment.
    "his best suit had been redeemed from the pawnbrokers"
    synonyms:retrieveregainrecover, get back, reclaimrepossessMore
      repay (a stock, bond, or other instrument) at the maturity date.
    • exchange (a coupon, voucher, or trading stamp) for merchandise, a discount, or money.
      synonyms:exchange, give in exchange, cash in, convert, trade in More
    • pay the necessary money to clear (a debt).
      "owners were unable to redeem their mortgages"
      synonyms:pay off/back, cleardischargehonor More
    • fulfill or carry out (a pledge or promise).
      "the party prepared to redeem the pledges of the past three years"
      synonyms:fulfill, carry out, discharge, make good; More
    • archaicbuy the freedom of.

I highlighted certain words in this definition to pay special attention to.

We all really know what "to redeem" means. We sing "I know my redeemer lives." If we haven't thrown out the first part (First covenant we can call it) we have read the story of Ruth and how the right to the land and responsibility to marry Ruth and provide offspring to Naomi's dead husband is done by a kinsman redeemer. In this case it was Boaz. In fact, looking up the word "redeem" brings up many different passages in scripture with that term.  In fact, nowhere have I personally seen that a pagan ritual or pagan utensils for worshiping or pagan holidays have been redeemed. Go ahead and read the law- was inflicting wounds on oneself for the dead a redeemed practice? How about temple prostitution? Child sacrifice? Has witchcraft been redeemed or talking to familiar spirits? What about having tiki gods in the back yard? Rubbing the Buddha belly for luck? What about talisman and charms? Yule log, mistletoe, and wreath: all symbols of fertility rites? How can these be "redeemed" by changing the name of it? How can any of these be made holy when they belong to paganism which is directly against YHWH's very word? Lest we say "we have Jesus now" remember John 1- Yahshua IS the word of YHWH! He's the living, breathing, walking around Torah!!! He shows this to us by telling us he came to fulfill the Torah. (Here, in the Expanded version, you can see "Teachings" means instructions, and law. In the CJV you see the word Torah instead here.) So, how can you tell me that the practices, symbols, and rituals of pagans can be redeemed when the scripture doesn't bear that out? In fact the opposite is true. Think about it for yourself! Read it without the voice of the preacher (The changing of words to mean one thing or another....lulling people to sleep with those many theological words) in your head. YHWH's Word says this is simple, and not too hard for any of us to do. It's the very family we have been grafted into- this is the way the Father of the family wants His children to walk! Don't let some other person convice you that times are different now, because God isn't different. Don't let people steal your joy at loving Him. He doesn't tell us to justify worshiping Him in some pagan way, but tells us exactly what to do in order to love Him! Look at the history of the things you do to "worship" Him and you'll see, it's a nasty thing to bring all these fertility symbols into your home, set them up, and then claim to be worshiping or even acknowledging Yahshua, the savior of our souls.... if he is Lord of our lives, then let Him be that! Let His WHOLE word dictate your life, rather than letting tradition and some person convince you that it's alright to worship in any old way. He has given us many Holy-days to enjoy....and they are HIS holy days. If you are a follower of Yahshua, only begotten Son of YHWH the only trus and living God, Creator of the universe then you have an obligation to act like a child of His and do what the family is supposed to do! He has days set aside that are specific! If you don't know about them, ask someone who can help you- that is not likely to be the same preacher who led you down the "bring paganism into my home and lie to my children for the good of the lord" guy. Time is so very short.... do not stay asleep!

Saturday, November 30, 2013


Here I am at 40, looking to see what kind of person I am.

For several days, I've been reading Exodus 28:3 which states:

(The Scriptures 1998 version) "And you, speak to all the wise of heat, whom I have filled with the spirit of wisdom,, and they shall make the garments of Aharon, to set him apart, for him to serve as priest to Me."

and again (The Complete Jewish Bible) "Speak to all the craftsmen to whom I have given the spirit of wisdom, and have them make Aharon's garments to set him apart for me, so that he can serve me in the office of cohen."

So, I have been praying and thinking about the gifts YHWH gives to people that we call talents. I love all kinds of crafty things, so I wondered if perhaps I had been given "the spirit of wisdom" in one area or another.

Sometimes I fancy myself to be a master at baking.

I love to bake good things. I regularly bake bread for my family, but my husband's favorite is pie of just about any kind.

Other times I think of myself as an expert at all things with a needle and thread, like sewing and quilting.

I have even taught knitting to other people!!

For a long time I thought of myself as a purist, doing things that were done in the past with the relish that it somehow connected me to women over history! I have hung my laundry out in an attempt to save the fabric from faster deterioration in the dryer as well as save money on electricity. I have gardened, made jelly out of flower petals or whatever I had on hand, cooked in the wood stove when the power is out, used cloth napkins and all sorts of non-paper items to save and perhaps waste less. I made laundry soap for a good many years, gather herbs from the field, yard, and woods as they become available to make medicine and food. I prune our fruit trees over winter, and we heat primarily with wood, often from our own woods. I have spun wool into yarn, made prairie bonnets, and carried a basket to market to bring home fresh produce. I have a perpetual bone broth going in a slow cooker, draw water for drinking and cooking when the weather forecast is for cold and snow. I make alterations to clothing, count my pennies and store that little bit of money for a rainy day. I make salves, oils, and poultices for healing. I care for our animals, read the scripture, stay up late at night talking to teenagers about favorite music, feelings, and plans for the future. I put wood on the fire on really cold nights in the middle of the night, etc.....

I do all kinds of things that are crafty and most are done for practical reasons. Does that make me wise in an area?

The very day I realized I was "stuck" on this passage (just before the description of Aharon's clothing), my Honey brought home some cushions from work that had a few burns in them and asked me to fix them. The very next day, a friend's daughter asked me if I could take up a skirt for her that she'd gotten a great deal on but it just was a little large. Of course I *can* do these things and I do love to do them,, but does that mean I have the "spirit of wisdom" about these particular things?

I talked to my Honey about this last night. He suggested that since I've been praying and pondering and had been brought two different things that have to do with it that it is very possible that YHWH did give me wisdom in this area, but he also suggested something else:


I had been working often from my own ability, with my own thoughts towards my talents. He said that perhaps YHWH has given me the spirit of wisdom in many areas that seem like crafty things, but that they have a higher purpose than just because. It is never to stroke our own egos when He gives us a thing whether that be offspring, material things, or talents! So what then has he given me these abilities and desires for? Because I'm a housewife.

No, I didn't make a mistake. I was made a housewife by the Creator of the Universe. In case you don't know what all that means let me give you what wipkipedia has to say about that:

housewife is a woman whose main occupation is running or managing the family's home—caring for and educating her childrencooking and storing food, buying goods the family needs in day to day life, cleaning and maintaining the home, making clothes for the family, etc.—and who is generally not employed outside the home.[1] Merriam Webster describes a housewife as a married woman who is in charge of her household.

Here is what YHWH has to say about this too...

ADONAI, God, said, "It isn't good that the person should be alone. I will make for him a companion suitable for helping him." Gen. 2:18 (CJB)
and also there's the Proverb's 31 woman who can be read about here.

YHWH has a plan for a housewife. He gives each of us - human beings- the "spirit of wisdom" in whatever capacity He wants to give and puts us each where we can use those gifts to glorify Him and serve others.

Today's Torah portion was about Yosef and his rise to a position of power from the lowly dungeon in Egypt to just below Pharaoh with no one more powerful. YHWH had brought him to Mitzrayim (aka-Egypt) and had given him the ability to interpret dreams and to have dreams of prophecy from boyhood! His dream of his brothers bowing to him is one of the things that caused him to be hated among his brothers and thus, what ended up saving his whole family during a time of famine! Of course, when he was imprisoned from being falsely accused by Potifar's wife of trying to seduce her (even though the opposie was true), he probably wasn't thinking he had any way of being more than a prisoner then. You can read about it here. Yosef was in a position of service, first as a slave, then as a prisoner! He served YHWH under Pharaoh to save the offspring of Abraham! His path was set for him and we read it as history now.

My path, I'm sure YHWH knows already, but it's not history yet. I will attempt to love with all my heart, strength and mind the God of the universe, who saved me with the life's blood of His only begotten son Yahoshua, as a housewife.